akhirnya ! :)

akhirnya dapet kabar .
alhamdulillah :)

dia gakpapa.
ya bukannya gakpapa sih .
sakit flu gitu .
tapi udah minum obat katanya .
dan sekarang dia tidur .
:))

semoogaa kamu cepet sembuh sayaaang *i really mean it this time . nt some old cliche you tell to someone who is sick .
and yeahs . i love youu .
thing weren't the same here without you .


mwahmwah*

dini .

When you're gone.

Semua orang yang kenal saya pasti tau. Sayaa saangat suka tidur. CINTA malah.
Tapi, hari ini dia pergi ke cina.
Dan dengan tiadanya kabar yang diharapharapkan, bahwa dia sampe dengan selamat, saya jadi cemas, dan kawatir.
Begitu ada kabar ternyata malah lewat teman saya, titis yang juga lagi d cina.
Katanya titis, dia lagi terjebak d stasiun. Nunggu kereta. Hufh.
Jadilah saya gak bisa tdur . Mengkhawatirkan 1 manusia yang paling saya pedulikan. Dan malah posting blog jam 3.15 pagi.

Tapi. Berpisah gini jadi bikin saya semakin yakin.
I LOVE HIM .
dan yah.
semua gak akan sama tanpa dia.
yang slalu bisa mencerahkan harihariku yang membosankan.

God, I miss him so bad.
KANGEN.

Xoxo,
Dini.

H-5

oh oh .
sudah H-5 . dan masiiih banyak hal yg blom saya lakukan.
belom slese packing, belom vaksin, belom dapet kaosnya aiesec,
dan blom dapet kostum narinya .
huahs .
banyaaaak yang harus dilakukan .
:( males deh . ada yang mau bantu saya ?any help is greatly appreciated . :)

si pacar udah berangkat ke china tadi pagi .
huah , i'll be missing youu huns .
hati hati yah disana ,


oke , sekian .,
maafkan tas kegejeannya .
saya cuma lagi sumpek dan merasa butuh menulis . hehe


XOXO, dini

oh oh oh. H-9

ya ampuuun.
sebentaaar lagi sudah berangkat ke indiaa .
oh oh oh .
ndredegg , butterfly in my stomach . :)
ndredegnya ndredeg yang bagus sehh .
model model ndredeg antisipasi mau ditembak .
ngerti maksud sayaa kan ? haha

ohh . pastiii banyak hal yang bakal sayaa rindukan .
KAMU , orangtua , adik adik yang nakalnya minta ampun,
uti , yangkung , teman teman ,
dan yang jelas pasti makanan dan denger orang ngomong bahasa indonesia .
jadi agak kepikiran, saya gak bakal kehilangan kemampuan berbahasa indonesia kan nanti?
haha
mogamoga tidak . :)

banyaaak sekali hal yang harus disiapin ,
dan sebagai cewek , hal hal itu jadi rumit, dan akhirnya membuat saya males ngurusinnya.
bawa baju berapa set?apa aja? sepatu? apa sandal? apa duaduanya?
apa perlu bawa sunblock? kosmetik apa aja?
perlu beli aapa aja yang baru? krudungnya? daleman krudung?
brosbros? oleholeh buat yang di india?
kopernya cukup? dan segala macam tetek bengek kecil yang sebenernya gak penting tapi dirasa penting lainnya .
dan belum lagiii dengan segala tetek bengek imigrasi ,
karena ini pertama kalinya keluar negri ,
jadi tmbah bingung dan nervous .
untuuung ada teman sayaaa yg baiikk hatii, aruum .
heheh, aku mengandalkanmuuu beb !:) hahaha

yah, walaupun masih H-9,

mohon doanyaaa yaaa semuanya .
semoga perjalanannya aman dan lancar ,
semoga pengalamannya bisa membuat sayaa belajar ,
dan semoga saya tidak homesick kangen indonesia .
AMIN ,


love youuuu,


dini.

Cinderella . :)

haha , judulnya aneh ya ?
i have to remind you first , this post is not about disney .
this is not the Cinderella i want to talk about . hehe

ok, well all of these Cinderella thingy started with the comment of my friend's new BF .

"dini itu kayak hidup di dunianya sendiri"
"dini itu kayak lagi nyari sepatu kacanya ya"

yah . gak terlalu inget sih, gimana omongan pastinya .
im reaalyy really bad at remembering things about people . haha

well, anyway, sejarahnya dari dulu emang aku sukaaa banget yg namanya cerita ,
all types of stories . and i got this obsession from reading books .
which is the activity I truly love .
dan yah , secara khusus aku suka segala macam cerita fantasi.
sebelum ada harry potter, twilight saga dan segala macem ,
bacaan wajibku cuma berbagai macam buku dongeng.
from east to west.
dari grimm sampai dongeng Indonesia .
especially if the story had a princesses and princes in it . ♥ it !
pokoknya semua buku2 , cerita cerita itu yang selalu siap sedia menemani. :)
dalam susah maupun senang . haha
kayaknya, ini nih yang bikin aku hidup di duniaku sendiri .
dan didukung oleh kemampuan berfantasiku tentang berbagai macam hal ,
aku udah ngerasa teraktualisasi , dan bahagia .
jadi yaaah , lahirlah seorang weirdo . * i mean this in a good way . why would i want to shame myself? hha


soal cinderellanya ,
si BF baru ini bilang, soalnya orangtuaku gini gitu .
yah , buat yang kenal aku pasti taulah yaa, gimana .
well, about that, cinderella story is not quite suitable .
aku gak sebaik cinderella , and im certainly not that beautiful .
and i dont think my parents did all these things because they hate me .
they just overly love me .
but yah , gak nolak sih , dimiripin sama cinderella,
sapa tau dapet happy endingnya , :) amiiin .

sebenernya , kalo kupikirpikir lagi ,
mungkin aku lebih lagi dalam perjalanan nyari dongengku sendiri ,
with my own prince, my own magic ,
and my own happy ending .

like my BF said, *yang dia bilang waktu dia marah ke aku*

"cerita cerita itu kan gak kayak hidup,
ceritanya tamat udah slesai . "

but didn't it feel great to believe that there is someone who can get a happy ending?
makes you believe you can get one yourself.
who knows, if you really believe it, you happen to get one yourself?
and so yes ,

i believe in happy ending ,
that i will get one . with my love ones. :)


XOXOXOX, hugs and kisses,

dini .

PS : hey, sebenernya walaupun buku dan fantasi udah bisa bikin bahagia,
tapi sebenernya a friend does that wonder too .
jadi , tidak teman teman . aku tidak mengecilkan peranan kalian dalam kebahagiaanku ,
ini berlaku untukmu juga BF.

I really do LOVE you guys. thank you for staying with me in my worst conditions.



.

my piccoli softlens. :)

my piccoli softlens i ordered online finally have arrived ! :)
ayeeeeeey ! im very happy . :))
it is quite comfy . but not THAT comfy tough.
but anyway, i like the way it suits my eyes . hehe

there is some bad comments too . :(
my mum said i look scary, like a living doll .
my brother said that its too black and i look like a devil .
my granny said i look not normal and she advise me to use a blue ones .
blue ? well, i try it some other time, gran. hhehe

but hey, i will ignore all the bad comment and focused on how i think it is for me .
i think it is beautiful , and so, im proud of it . :)

XOXOXOXOOXOX


dini

my perfect day ! :) mwah*

todayy is super perfect , super good, super exciting .
ah well, i dont have the word to say it, but you get the point right ? ahahha . :)
im going for a date with my bf today .
he was sooo nice, sooo sweet and funny .
and, yey me ! my statistics exam was a success *i think so, but i haven't got the result yet. hhe*
and another yey is that my phone is out of sony ericsson service center . sooo HAPPY . :)
i can't help to smile all day .

our date was started in unusual place for other couples.
we go to the library, *we both love to read, so whats wrong with that?
and then to matos to pick up my phone . and eat cheese cakes and hot chocolate , hha
and then we go to FM salon to get a creambath ! ayey !
ok, dont get me wrong . my bf is not some kind of mesos or whatever ,
he just like to try new things . and i adore him for that . cause i am like that too . :)

ah well, thaaaankk youu so much darl.
today is wonderful.

XOXOXOXOOXOXO dini

a not-so-good day

today is not sooo good as what i expected today would be .
i got all these plans and well, it didn't work out right . :(
since we're gonna be separated for 2 months or so,
i got all these plans for today in my mind .
i want to have a hairspa with my bf .
i want to go to library with him .
i want to do oh-so many things with him,
i miss him.
but well, he can't go with me coz he got a job to do .
yeah, i admit i was very dissapointed at first.
i even cry . *i guessed my monthly mood have something to do with this*
but well, in the end . after he apologize to me and call me,
i understand . i can't be egoistic and have him for myself when he got something to do.
so, sorry beb . i make such a drama today ,
but i was happy you understand :)

my only one .


XOXO dini

softlens :)

finally . oohh finally . i get a contact for my min 7 softlens.
it's pretty cheap . only 95000 rupiah and its an X2 softlens .
yah . not bad . :)

aaaaannnnddd ...
i've just transferred the money today .
and yeaaah . im sooo damn excited .
wondering how long i should wait for it .. *suuuuper excited*
:)

thanks for readiiing this unimportant-but-making-me-excited news ,


XOXOXOXO dini .

Exam Week ! :( and sooo many things to do.

gak kerasa udah minggu ujian UAS .
cepettnyaaa . gak kerasa .
dan rasanya otak saya masih kosong .
kemariin waktu ujian finance kekosongan otak saya sudah dipastikan .
dari 3 soal . gak ada yang bisa . huahahahha
entah mau ketawa atau nangis nih jadinya , hha

OM , yang diujiankan hari ini siiih lumayan .
mungkin . tapi kayaknya emang leih mending daripada finance kmaren . :)
cukup bersyukuuur lah . hhe


hemmm . dan selain daripada ujian yang bakal berlangsung ada juga bberapa masalah yang ikut saya pikirkan .

pertama . VISA indiaku . i havent mention it yet. but i will go to india this July. YEEEIIY ME !
hha . dan sebelum saya ke india, rencananya sih mau ke singapore dulu sama mamapapaadikadik. dan . itu artinya visa India harus selesai sebelum tanggal 30.
dan sampai sekarang , BELUM ada kabarnya . huks.

kedua . softlensku waktunya ganti . dan hell, it takes the world to find a minus 7 black softlens.
ada yang punya infoo , please ?

ketiga . baju yang rencananya mau kubawa ke india, penjahitnya reppoooot banget . bingung deh . gmana akhirnya ntar.

keempat . my special person is going to China . and i dont think we have THAT much time together . oh gawd , gonna miss him .

kelima . gak terlalu penting sebenernya . tapi kepikiran juga . hapeku tersayang masih
diservis . huks . pengen kubawa ke india padahal . OH ! dan laptopku . stelah kejadian meledak itu belum dibenerin . payah .

and other small problematic things that came across my mind . :(

yah . wish me luck ! semoga semua selesaaaiii .
beres . dan aku tinggal menarik napas lega .


XOXOXOXOXOXOOXO, times that with this XOXOXOXOOXO

dini .
thank youuu for reading this :) haha

bosaaaaaaaan .

holiday always makes me bored .
sooo bored . B-O-R-E-D . *see? i even spell it so you can see just how bored i am .

and,, the implications of my boredom are
that i started picking fights with everyone close to me.
that i started sleeping too much.
eating to much.
and all the bad things god knows i did.

just wishing this stupid holiday to end .
wishing hard , amin .


with all the love that still left in me,

dini , XOXO


PS:sorry beb , for asking too much today ,
im just frustated not to have anything to do.
but youu know rite? i love you. :)

first entry !

wahaha . my first post !

kind of wondering to myself why it takes soooooooooo long just to make one .
hhaha

well, lets just cut the non sense talks.
i decide to start blogging,
cause i think it's time to give something to others .
rather than just keeping it for myself.
it maybe not be a significant ones,
but lets just hope that it would help .
haha. if it doesn't , well, sowwiiiiiee .

with love , and apology,


dini . XOXOXO